But sometimes you just have to suck it up and deal with it I guess.
I've had thoughts of suicide rush through my head a great many times, but I do admit I think I went a bit overboard with that last Journal. I do get these thoughts a lot, but hardly make a deal of them. Usually I just get them, think them for a while, and disregard them. Stress, though, can do a lot more than one might think. It's the end of the school year, finals are coming up along with some more state testing.
A lot of pressure is building inside me, and I guess I got a crack in me and leaked some things I shouldn't have. I got a whole lot of talking from you guys, and I felt more encouraged and supported, and I realized that my problems were stupid.
I probably couldn't even commit suicide if I tried because... well... I'm scared of death.
I'm sorry I caused this fuss.
If there's anything I can do to make up for it,
I'll have to make up for it later.
See ya whenever I can.